I am worth the struggle!

So, I checked....yeah i'm up a pound. yesterdays weight stands. geesh. I know it shouldn't matter...and it doesn't really, but boy is it frustrating. so, it's raining and i have decided to take the weekend off. i am unplugging after work today. no running, no internet, no nothing. I might do some yoga....gonna play with my kiddos, go to church and a superbowl party, and have a birthday dinner for my friend. I am going to eat drink and be merry. i'm going to recharge and refocus. ONE skipped long… Continue

so i'm up a pound. think that might have anything to do with the steak and butter laden veggies last night?? yeah, me too. I'm finding that today, the number on the scale really isn't bothering me all that much. I think i might just weigh in again tomorrow and see what it says....i'll post that one too just for posterity! (i had to look that word up to make sure it fit!) Anyway, lots to do today....gotta run to whole foods, trainer will be here at noon to do some muscle work (aka massage) specif… Continue

I can run 10 miles. It's not fast, it's not pretty, but I can do it. me. just me. all by myself. and sometimes i can't see that. I get fed up at how hard it is, or how slow it is, but what i need to remember is that i CAN do it. I have been running for just about a year and a half now. wow. it's hard to think that i have stuck with it for this long. i'm training for a half marathon...thinking about a full....and since i tend to focus on what i can't do, i'm forgetting to be proud of what i CAN d… Continue