I can not tell you how much better I feel now that I'm exercising regularly again. It is a 180 degree change! I have exercised every day since Wednesday and every day I have felt better and better. Honestly, for the past few weeks it's been so hard to get out of bed in the mornings and I have just felt bad when I woke up. Since I started exercising more again, it's been easier to get up and I am having way more energy in the mornings!
I bet the fact that I haven't been exercising very much since my half has only added to my negative feelings about myself as well as not helped my stress at all. So now that I have this piece of the puzzle, I just need to work on eating! My eating definitely hasn't been on plan the past few days, but I haven't been eating as bad as I normally would either. And technically I lost 2 pounds this week because last Sunday I was 140.4 and today I was 138.2. And I'm going to commit right now that I'm not going to weigh myself for one week. This is going to be very difficult for me but it needs to be done. I'm focusing on nutrition and eating when I'm hunrgy (and stopping when full) and the scale isn't something else I need to be worrying about on a daily basis.
So yesterday and Friday I had two awesome workouts that I'm so excited about. Friday I did the full NMTZ for the first time in almost 6 weeks! And I was so happy that I was able to get through the whole thing... and I wasn't too sore yesterday! I'm so motivated to keep it up now. Then yesterday I decided to bike 2 miles to the park/trail, run 40 minutes, then meet my husband and daughter at the park to play. Then I biked the 2 miles home. I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to do it, but it went totally fine! The biking was easy, but the running definitely was not. I just paced myself though and went at a rate I felt comfortable at. I think I went a little over 4 miles.
Today since it's supposed to be nice again (in the 60's!) I'm just going to bike to the park again with my daughter. Maybe we'll get in a walk too, but I'm just going to take it easy other than that.
I'm back to counting points today. I'm aiming for 25 points plus ap's and flex. I figured out that is an average of 1600 calories a day, which is perfect to me. Any less than that and I feel like I'm too hungry. I decided that if I'm too hungry on this amount of points, I'll just let myself eat more until the point I'm satisfied. I think Tanya was right in a comment she left me, that not eating enough could lead to binging and then it's just a nasty cycle. So I'm going to make sure I'm eating enough.
I know that the time will probably come that I will be tempted to binge this week. And when it does I'm really going to try and blog right then and see if that helps, as much as I probably won't want to. I'm also going to try prayer and scripture.
The other thing I'm doing this week is really working on cutting down and diet coke and caffiene. I know I try this every week but I'm going to keep trying. It's going to be so hard!
So how's the challenge going for everyone else? I know it's only been 2 days but if anyone has an update I'd love to hear it! I can tell it's already changing me.
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