So big shocker...

[Katherine Richeson]

I didn't stick to my plan and i definitely didn't stop spending money! infact i feel like since i wrote that blog i have actually eaten out more, and spent more money!! SOmetimes I wonder what will it take for me to stop sp3ending money!! I went out to dinner on friday night with people from work, and had one margarita, with a buffac chicken salad, with lots of ranch, and i was so sick after wards, i threw up 3 times on friday night!! you thought that would have been a wakeup call that my body is saying less fatty foods!! not so much, its like i just want to eat out more! its like any time i'm in my car i feel like i have to stop and eat out! i'm just really beaten down right now! I feel like i haven't had a success in a really long time! i mean i am weighing in at 246... my low is still 238, i just want to be happy and stop thinking about food all the time, all i think about is, what can i eat!!! \\

I am going to go work out today, i am just feeling really tired!!!

[Liz]

Hang in there - it is doable (because if it isn't than I am really doomed!). Forget about what happened and focus on one thing today - something, anything. Sometimes focusing on one thing in one moment gives us strength to start getting everything else in order.