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So i just realized after going over my spending that in the past 4 months, i have spent $811.25 on food purchases a lot! so this stops today, I will be leaving my debit cards, and credit cards at home from now on, because that is ridiculous, how could i be so delusional.. i mean i have been wondering why i am not loosing as much weight, the proof is in the amount that i have spent!! i am literally feeling sick right now, i mean was that food worth that much, i mean 811.25 thats a trip to anywhere in the US for a week, or 4 designer hand bags, or 811.25 in my savings account, well i can tell you i don't have any of those things, all i have is no weight loss.. i am lucky that i am not back up weighin gin the 280s, i don't know how i still only weigh 242, i mean that is ridiculous..

So i am coming up on my 10 month anniversary of when i started, and i'm only down 47 lbs in 10 months, that is ridiculous, i should be able to drop 12 lbs a month, which mean i would be able to be down 120 lbs, but now i'm not even down 1/2 of that, well that stops now, by the time my year anniversary comes around i will be down 80 lbs that is 33 lbs in 2 months, i can do that, especially if i stop eating crap food, which will be ending tonight!! i will start eating breakfest at home, and eating lunch and dinner from things we have at our home plus snacks!! no more eating out!! I am feeling sick right now, because I think that me eating out shows how much i don't really love myself.. because if i loved myself i would say no to the drive thru and take out, i expect so much in my life, yet don't put my best foot forward.. Okay so one a different note, when did the biggest loser start making me cry every week!! everytime i watch this show, i end up bawling!!!

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Jackie Comment by Jackie on September 29, 2009 at 11:22pm
I agree, fast food eats up the savings (as it has done mine for too long). I'd say 75% of my debit purchases were for eating out, which is waaayyy too much when I already have groceries in the fridge. Thanks for putting into the perspective of where that money could have gone, good luck!
Tanie Comment by Tanie on September 29, 2009 at 10:13pm
My husband and I calculated our eating expenses awhile back and we were shocked! Good luck with getting your $$ on food down.

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