Tuesday FJ

[Christy]

Breakfast:
Maple Syrup Oatmeal - 3 points

Lunch:
Wendy's Jr. Hamburger - 5 points
Wendy's Value French Fries - 5 points

Snack:
Fun Size Snickers - 2 points

Dinner?
2 Fruit Snack packs - 4 points
2 100 cal. packs - 4 points


Once again, I did not exercise. I did not do anything! I am in some kind of slump and I don't like it! My husband who is normally very active and always has to be outside doing something has been sitting on the couch all the time. He says, "I'm learning to take it easy". Which is good because he never was the type who knew how to slow down. But lately, every day when I get home there he is, sitting on the couch. So what does that make me want to do? Sit on the couch. It drives me nuts! I cannot get up and clean around him or anything while he's just sitting there because it infuriates me. He won't offer to help or anything he'll just grin at me and sit there. And I like him so much it is hard to stay mad at him for very long. Ugh. Stupid excuses. He did say he'll help me clean the house Saturday. I'll grab at anything to blame besides myself. This week I won't be home one night until Sunday. Tonight is church, tomorrow night I have to go to his graduation banquet, then Friday he is graduating, Saturday night church, then Sunday morning church, then I will finally get to be home! I hate weeks where there is hardly any home time. This week my husband is graduating with his Doctorate of Ministry so I am also busy planning a surprise party for him right after graduation Friday night. Grrr... I really feel like things are getting out of control. I haven't gone terribly over my points or anything after the other night but I haven't been eating very healthfully at all. Gosh, writing everyday is really starting to show me how much of a control freak I am. Anyways, I gotta get to work. I hate to feel like I can't wait for entire weeks to be over with because it makes me feel like I"m not enjoying every moment like I should, but really, I can't wait.

[Tanie]

Isn't it awesome how writing/blogging makes you realize so much about yourself? Hopefully you can use that knowledge and benefit from it!

I relate to you and the husband/couch scenario. Same here. I have to start exercising in the afternoons/evenings starting tomorrow because I'm back on teacher schedule, and always hope that my husband will go with me. Usually it just causes me pain to try and get him to go and then when I go without him I feel guilty for not spending more time with him. Argh! I don't know why I take it so personal.