Sophia Blogs to Lose!

I consistently fail when it comes to the weekend. So many family gatherings, eating out, and oh boy, DRINKING. Even worse, I am furloughed on Fridays so I have 3 day weekends now which only makes things worse. Jeez. I feel like I am on the cusp of an illness and a huge storm (first one of the season) is about to start tonight. Hope I am not getting sick. Although, the plus side to getting sick (as horrible as this is going to sound) is not having to go to work and losing a couple pounds. Yes, I… Continue

OKKKKK. So far, so good, this week is going well. This new calorie counting business, is working out. Monday, check. Tuesday, check. Wednesday, so far, so good. I bought batteries for my Wii Fit yesterday and did my official weigh in and I am exactly on the dot the same weight as when I weighed in 31 days ago. Strange. I don’t know if it is my self image that continues to drop but I SWEAR I look a lot heavier than before. My weight goes directly to my belly. I gross myself out. I feel so gross a… Continue

It is now another year later and I am now officially in my late twenties. To give myself a new start and a fresh look at my health, I am counting calories instead of WW points, which I have done for years. I think counting calories will give me a new excitement and interest in dieting. Instead of the same old boring points nonsense. This year was a pretty big yo-yo. I feel even more pathetic because the weight I need to lose is relatively small compared some of the challenges my fellow bloggers… Continue

So perhaps weighing in this morning wouldn’t have broken my heart so much if it hadn’t been for the Round Table Pizza last night. Arg, I can’t really blame my boyfriend who ordered it, I have to be strong enough to say no and make the right decisions for myself. I am so f*cking frustrated. Why on earth can’t I get it together! Each time I weigh in, look in the mirror, get dressed, go out, etc. I feel unattractive, self-conscious, and unhappy. So basically, this is something I think about all day… Continue

OK, so there is nothing breaking about that headline. I am going to weigh myself tomorrow morning, I am nervous about the news. My week wasn’t 100%. Not even close. Although I have been making baby steps in the right direction. Baby steps is better than NO steps, right? I only have a month until Vegas. I don’t want to be ashamed of myself there. So I have been blogging about how one of my big problems when watching my calories is drinking. Empty calories in beers and cocktails. Being tipsy also… Continue