for real this time

I am really struggling. I am planning my meals and eating healthy all day until I get home from work. I suddenly throw everything out the window. Or since it is summer time I've been going out a lot with friends and have been making poor choices with them too. I know I have the will power to say no because I've done it in the past. Graduation parties have also been killer. I have one more tonight and then I think I am threw. Those dang chocolate covered strawberries!

I am really focusing on kee… Continue

Dear Blog to Lose,

I left you. I left you for cookies, nachos, ice cream, and cheeseburgers. I left you for lazy nights on the couch. But I am back, and ready to get serious again.

Love,
Fatty


UPDATE: I left blog to lose. I mean I never deleted my account, but I got lazy and fell off the wagon for a while. After that I went on a diet called Medifast. It's ordered food and it works wonders for many people. My parents are both on it and having huge success. I however did not lose as qui… Continue

i have really been struggling lately. not struggling in a sense of failing so hugely, but just not giving it my all. not choosing to make this a lifestyle. slacking off. ive been stuck in a weightloss rut. the number on the scale is frozen. (which i am at the very least thankful that it has not gone up!) i am choosing to get back on the wagon to see the results i want in time for summer.

i am not catholic but my church is not doing their normal 40 day fast in the spring so i have banned togethe… Continue

well i am done with my night class so for the first time since last season i am getting to enjoy the biggest loser. it is such a motivation for me.

well i have developed a bad habit. i am turning into a binge and purge person. not purge as in throw up. but ive been going through phases where i never want to eat for a few days and then the next thing i know all i can do is munch for a few days. ive really got to get back into the habit of eating healthy consistently. im putting my body through a… Continue

last night was not a success. i went to applebees with friends and we ordered chips and salsa. then two tripple chocolate meltdowns to split among 4 people and a basket of boneless buffalo wings. i had done really well all day until then. i went home feeling stuffed and slightly ashamed. next time i am tempted to go overboard i need to remember that naseua i felt last night. haha.

but today is a new day. i had a fiber one bar and a banana for breakfast. today my friend is coming into town from… Continue